My Diary #172

Dear Tigey,

Happy new year! Your army grew bigger this year! As always. I mean, it’s like saying you grew older this year. Well duh — time and age increasing are like your plushie army count growing larger, they’re inevitabilities in life and just how the universe works.

Entry #172 (Jan 05 2025)

Table of Contents

Icing on the…
ට  Life
ට  Games
ට  Plushie of the Week #167
ට  Song of the Week #144
ට  Memory Snippet of the Week #151
ට  Dreams

Life

Rabbit rabbit rabbit. Happy new year! 2025 has rolled in and my blog is still going strong, let’s hope most of us reading this manage to safely make it to at least 2026. I remember when I was a kid in the 90s, 2000 and 2010 seemed so far away. Unimaginably big numbers that we would never reach, since each calendar day moved so slowly.

The week was quiet as I spent virtually all of it at home, since the weather outside was very cold, and I was off work as well so I just played lots of games. I’m still off through the entirety of the next week. So I shall start this off with a review of last year’s New Year’s Resolutions. I had two main ones, one to update the dream diary blog page and one to start a budget expenditures spreadsheet. I didn’t finish the first one, though I did take the backlog from July 2017 to February 2019, so that’s something at least, especially since the earlier entries are a mess compared to the later ones, since a lot of them were written in point form instead of in complete sentences, so they usually require rewriting.

No matter though, because this is something I do casually in the evenings in between other game obsessions, so even though I like working on the dream diary in general, not completing this just meant that I had found more interesting and rewarding things to do for most of the year. And I didn’t spend a whole lot of time on this overall, just brief spurts every couple months or so. I’ll roll it over into this year’s resolutions, and maybe we’ll get to the 2020s this year!

The second resolution, to keep an expense ledger, was fulfilled though. I still keep that one to this day, though I don’t track a monthly overall including utilities and rent and paycheck or anything like that, I only track receipts and one-shot expenditures these days and monitor that number. I did notice in last year’s post I mentioned that I had just enough for a 20% downpayment on a 350k house — this would have been about $76k since I keep $6,000 as spare emergency money. Right now I have $84.5k counting the spare nest egg, so I guess that’s about how much my funds are growing by per year after tax and expenditures. It was $86k before the rent at the start of the month kicked in though, and I don’t know if I counted that or not last year. And that’s after the 1.5 month vacation I took last year too. I wonder if I’ll get to go anywhere this year.

It also looked like I had a partial side resolution to work on uploading more things to the Internet Archive. That I did for a bit, but I stopped entirely once they got breached and their services went down for months, since I was not even able to connect outright to the site for a long time even after services started to come back up. It looks like they’re mostly back up now though, but trust and all that.

I’m not sure what resolutions I want to work on this year, although one of them is to work on an alternative Table of Contents for the site that allows visitors to browse through a list of Plushie of the Week, Song of the Week, etc. entries and jump to them directly. These lists already exist in my OneNote file, but it should really reside on the website somewhere too. Or the wiki.

Outside of blog stuff, I’m pretty satisfied with my life so I’m not sure where to take my resolutions from here, since I like them to be focused on improving myself. Perhaps a resolution to continue my streaming activities more or less daily till the end of the year, barring any potential vacations and special occasions, since this will help solidify the habit and give me lots of speaking practice. Or I could make a resolution to visit some other city or town in Canada, since I’ve wanted to do this for a while already. I don’t think the resolutions specifically have to be made on the first day or week of the new year though, so we’ll see!

Kel left Canada to return to China this week, with a Pebblebee tag in tow, and it’s been interesting to see (now and then, I check maybe once a day, sometimes less) that thing moving around. She also received a notification from her iPhone that a Pebblebee device was with her and tracking her, to make sure that she was aware that it was happening, and I thought that that was neat. I don’t think something like that exists on the Android side. Maybe we’ll go shopping again once she comes back. That was fun. Or maybe we’ll meet in June in Singapore if the stars align or something.

Also, it was so cold in the latter half of this week that there was a layer of ice all over my balcony door, and at one point when I tried, the door wouldn’t even open until I pulled and rocked it a bunch. Here’s a night and day picture of the balcony door:

From 3:22 am and 12:16 pm on Jan 04 2025 respectively. The night picture isn’t that far behind the day one in terms of ambient light huh. All that snow glare. Thankfully my space heater kept me warm. In fact, the only couple times I stepped out this week was into the hallway to throw my garbage into the communal garbage chute, and to do laundry. And both times, I thanked my earlier self for making the rental company stopper up the gap under the door with a door sweep earlier in the year. Not the first time I have been thankful of this decision. My parents have also liked the one I bought off of Amazon and installed for them at their place.

I don’t have many scenery pictures this week, firstly because, well, it was cold for most of the week, and I didn’t want to shake the door open every day to step outside once the ice welded it shut in the latter part of the week. But here’s some nice hues in the sky, from Dec 29 at 4:56 pm:

And some pictures of faint fireworks visible from my apartment on New Year’s Eve. 9:02 pm with fireworks on the left side:

And at 12:00 am, there were some tiny fireworks I sort of saw in the distance in the middle right of the viewport here:

Apparently, according to local sources, the official fireworks displays through Edmonton this New Year’s Eve/Day were pretty pathetic though, so I didn’t miss out on anything by not going anywhere anyway.

Games

On stream this week, I finished Homicipher, which was a very neat game, and started on my next game, which was another throwback to an earlier time in indie gaming, to another game which I had started and never finished, CrossCode. By the end of the week, I had pushed to around where my last and furthest attempt got, and thanks to harnessing the power of self-inflicted peer pressure and the threat of public humiliation, since I’m playing it on stream now, I should be able to power on in the game without being distracted by other things since I do like and want to finish it. This will probably take a couple weeks to do though.

Off stream, I bought another backpack full of games at the tail end of the Steam sale, coming away with 1000xRESIST, which will probably be my next stream game after CrossCode, Songs of Silence, which is a Heroes 3-like, Colony Ship, which is an RPG that I’ve wanted to check out for a while now, Cyber Knights: Flashpoint, which is an XCOM-like game, Gujian3, which is a Chinese mythology/history sort of game with Wuxia/Xianxia/cultivation vibes I believe, which is a genre I’ve wanted to properly try, and Final Profit: A Shop RPG, which is a shopkeeper simulator RPG that’s been recommended to me. Jah also gifted me the Command & Conquer™ Remastered Collection — thanks Jah!

I played some Songs of Silence, as well as Brotato and Starcom: Unknown Space from my purchases at the start of the sale, as well as a bit of ongoing Backpack Battles and even a bit of Raft one afternoon when I caught the urge for it. Here’s a couple of sample pictures from Starcom:

The game that caught my interest the most though, and which I was addicted to in the latter part of the week, was Cyber Knights: Flashpoint — although every individual map was somewhat puzzle-y and I didn’t know what all my skills did yet so early maps involved a lot of retrying a turn when things went south. Thankfully the game itself has a built-in button for that.

The game isn’t complete yet, but the devs have a really good reputation for rich and meaty content and constant updates so I’m not worried about that, and I love the scenario of leading a cyberpunk shadowrunner sort of small mercenary outfit and planning out a secret base and heists, with fixers and factions and all that to contend with. Though I wish they did their own thing instead of emulate and iterate upon XCOM’s base and mission timers, but I guess they did that so it feels familiar to other people and because it works in general.

There was another community night of Backpack Battles on Nomakk‘s stream this week and I stayed up until something like 4:30 am making silly builds on that in a community lobby, though for some reason it’s a bit buggy for me specifically and I seem to start with around 13 more seconds on my round timer countdown than the streamer and assumedly most other people every round, which gives the streamer a timeout warning that I had “disconnected” every other round since my client doesn’t check in with the server for the extra 10-15 seconds or so. It’s very weird. It doesn’t actually disconnect me from the lobby since it eventually checks in anyway, and it can only be avoided if everyone in the lobby finishes their round with time to spare and “readies up” in time, which skips the rest of the timer and syncs everyone up. Well, whatever. The game also has a nifty game history feature that I never really looked into:

Killadrix seems like he’s going to start either a Vintage Story (local) or Eco community server, and there’s a chance I will dabble in that as well, though he’s usually my morning to afternoon time streamer (which is harder to coordinate things with than my nighttime streamer due to things like work), so I’m not sure how much involvement I might be able to have in that. We’ll see over the next week or two though!

Plushie of the Week #167

Plushie of the week this week is, as customary for the start of the year, a group plushie picture! Here’s a shot of all my little ones (and big ones) as of Jan 04 2025, which I guess according to my naming scheme is Group Picture 2024:

Here’s Group Picture 2023 and Group Picture 2022 for past year editions of this messy mass. Massy mess? Messy Xmas mash of the messiah and his masses.

I always regret some things about the group pictures after the fact, like now I’m thinking that Gertrude in the middle right is barely visible (minus her toque) behind Winnie and Billy, the two South Korean teddy bears, for example. Or like the Korean giraffe in the middle right below Carrotblade has a visible tag sticking out even though I tried to hide most of those from view where applicable. Wait, why are all my misbehaving plushies this year South Korean in origin?

I believe every single plushie in this picture already has their own (or in some cases shared) Plushie of the Week segment on the blog though. Which is nutty!

Song of the Week #144

Title: Callin’ Baton Rouge
Artist: Garth Brooks
Album: In Pieces (1993)

My blog’s Song of the Week this week is from Kata! Here’s his writeup:

The first that came to mind was Callin Baton Rouge by Garth Brooks.

When I was in college at LSU, my first friend group I migrated to was a group of tailgaters to all the football games. It’s where I met the love of my life. Every home game they’d play this song to start things off. It reminds me of a more carefree time where I had few concrete obligations and was living in the moment as it were.

Baton Rouge is an odd city, one that I used to joke smelled like moldy ass and semen. But it was the home I needed to expand my horizons and turn me into the person I am today. I was raised in a cloistered and simple minded space and meeting new people with different life experiences opened my eyes to complexity that I knew nothing about before.

Bonus song I linked- I wrote and commissioned this year for our 13th anniversary for my darling wonderful partner. Sarah Underwood (Songfinch) – My World!

Ooh, thanks for the writeup! I’m not very familiar with country music at all and while I’ve definitely heard of the artist, I’ve never heard the song in my life. That’s such a neat story! Kata‘s partner, Nifty, has a hover text on my blog too since they were both in the same LotRO guild that I was. They were one of our minstrel/guardian (healer/tank) pairs and they’ll forever be remembered for that even though they both played many other character classes too.

And what the heck! He commissioned a song for her (and was kind enough to share it here too so it will outlive them and all of us)! It’s apparently this Sarah Underwood (local) that sung the song. That’s amazing. It never crossed my mind that commissioning a singer to sing songs for you as a lasting and timeless gift was a thing that could be done.

Maybe I should write a Tigey song.

Memory Snippet of the Week #151

To commemorate my balcony doors being completely iced up, the memory segment this week is just of a specific science experiment that we did back in what I think was Rosyth school, likely with Ms Khoo, but I could be wrong and this could have been a McNally project instead. I don’t think so though.

Regardless, the science project that I remember was a class competition to see how long a piece of ice could be kept from melting, and was part of a unit teaching us about insulation and similar concepts. We all had to try to make a contraption to hold a piece of ice that would be provided by our teacher, and we brought it to school.

I don’t remember who won, it wasn’t me, though my ice lasted quite a while in the contraption, which as I remember, was a styrofoam cup inside another larger styrofoam cup, perhaps with some water or something between the two. I’m not sure of the details exactly, just that I’m pretty sure it involved two cups. I don’t specifically remember water being the thing between the two cups, maybe it was just air.

I do remember the experiment itself though, and how fun it seemed, but also that I made a mental note later on in class wondering how exactly our science teacher would measure the time and determine the winner without actually being able to open the containers to tell whether the ice was still present or not, since opening the container lids would break the experiment. But anyway. For whatever reason, out of the many, many things we did during those rose-tinted school days, this experiment has lived rent-free in my head ever since, along with a small handful of other school projects and assignments.

Dreams
Dec 30 2024
  • Snippet: I remember something about not assigning the number 1 to a right wheel that someone was in control of assigning numbers to, and that would later be spun to produce random numbers, because there was also a left wheel that other people were also assigning numbers to, and he had learnt from that that assigning the number 1 to the wheels was pointless due to either how common it was or due to how the things it produced could also be generated from other numbers.
Dec 31 2024
  • I remember cooking pies in a kitchen in a scene view where the scene was divided into half down the middle, so there was a left kitchen and a right kitchen that were two separate places. Each kitchen had its own “experience” and levelled up separately.
  • Later, the dream involved bringing food to separate locations that again had their own separate inventories. The food did things like increase health regen for the locations (or perhaps the people there). One of the locations was a train that we had already completed the level for, and that Kel and I were using for travelling around to the other locations, but a girl cooked a dish for that train to be safe anyway.
Jan 01 2025
  • The vice-principal of Dunman High, who in my dream was called Mr Goh, called me to his office on the second floor of the school, next to the principal’s office, who I noticed was Mr Rice from McNally. When I arrived at the office, Mr Goh awarded me a prize, and told me to go retrieve a flute from Peiying, my first primary school, which was on the other side of the country, so that he could gift that to me as an additional prize for my efforts in whatever earned me the first prize to begin with. As I left the office and passed some students on the way back down to the ground floor, I knew that I would probably be sent back here to Dunman again by the Peiying staff to get a confirmation of the request from the administration, but I didn’t feel like attending class that day anyway so I decided to just go right then and there anyway since it was a request from the school.
  • At the train station, I took a small set of stairs and tunnel past a nondescript door down to the underground train platform. I overheard two girls say that the floor or stairs might be broken, just before I opened the door leading downwards, but I trod carefully down the stairs and didn’t see any cracks in the floor, and reached the platform without incident just as a train pulled up. I wasn’t sure if this was the right train, but I jumped on it anyway before figuring out that this train was headed in the wrong direction, eastwards towards Tanjong Pagar.
  • But that was no matter, as I got off at the next stop and headed to the bus station there instead. I had also met Allen either on the train or at the bus terminal itself, who was here to visit the country since he lived elsewhere now. I invited him along so I could show him my old primary school, and he agreed, so we hopped on a bus 152 together, which I was sure would take us to the school directly.
  • After a while, the terrain looked really familiar so I tapped him in a slight panic, thinking we were about to overshoot our stop, and we alighted from the bus together. However, upon looking at Google Maps on my phone, I saw that we were still about 10 stops away from our designated stop. It told us that the same bus number, bus 152, was the only one that would take us to that school, but that not every bus actually went there.
  • Another instance of bus 152 was coming anyway, behind a school bus which white-clad students from a nearby school were piling onto. I boarded the 152 and showed the bus driver my destination on the phone, before asking him if the bus went there. He said no, and explained to me that the bus’s last stop was on the west end of a long road that Peiying was on the eastern end of, and the first stop of the bus’s return journey was a little bit east of that last stop but still at least 6 or 7 streets away from Peiying.
  • I noted with slight alarm that the bus was still driving onwards even while his eyes and attention were completely fixated on the conversation with me, but he seemed skilled enough to avoid an accident either way. There was no other choice anyway so I said that that would be close enough and we would just walk the rest of the way.
Jan 02 2025
  • I was at a hawker center with two other people, but most of the stalls were either closed or were not selling any food that I was interested in. The hawker center did not have a lot of sitting room, maybe only about 30 or so tables across two levels compared to about 40 or 50 stalls, and about half the tables were occupied anyway despite there being a lack of food, especially noodles, being sold. We did find a vegetable samosa stall but it wasn’t manned, and we weren’t sure if we could just take the samosas that were laid out on a pan and leave 50 cents per samosa behind.
  • Snippet: There was also a plotline about people picking structures to build from a selection of two options at a time that was shown to people. Different people had different options available, and certain people were very slow at building, I remember a small fruit garden that looked like a squarish garden plot in particular that the slowest person had chosen to build.
Jan 03 2025
  • Snippet: All I remember is part of a dream that involved building large rainbow stars, about as big as the size of a person’s head.
Jan 04 2025
  • The dream I remember seemed to be divided into two portions, one with scenes in an apartment block and one with scenes in a water zone that I could access from the apartment, as though it were a game that I moved into and out of at will.
  • For the apartment portion, I was entering the apartment block at one point and there were a couple people trying to tailgate in behind me, I wasn’t sure if they were residents of the block or not so I requested that they let the door close before opening it themselves. They did so though, which proved that they were legit, and we shared an elevator ride up afterwards.
  • I remember Mom giving me two types of buns that looked like pancakes folded in half, that Kel had apparently brought back from her latest trip. One was a chilli bun that I really liked and when I saw Kel sitting at the dining table and eating some of the buns with Mom later on, I told her that those were really nice.
  • I also bought, and set up in my bedroom, a white box that opened up into a beautiful display of a Chinese poem, where every kanji character in the poem was inscribed onto a small, round, and thick disc, similar to a Chinese Chess piece. When opened, the white box had notches on the inside cover where the character pieces could be slotted into, so once the pieces were assembled in their right slots, one could see the entire poem at once, with the top rows slightly raised for an embossing effect. I realized that they way this was made, it also meant that the characters could be swapped around to change the message of the poem.
  • The part of the dream in the water zone seemed to be an adventure game, with ships and submarines around. There was a training ship I remember where people could learn how to use ship shoes and brooms to do battle with, and there were large 10-turn buffs that were physical objects that ships could carry around, as well as small 1-turn buffs that players could sketch out in order to summon them. I even met a guild leader at one point who was drawing one of the large versions of the buffs and told me to come back again in a week when he would be done.
  • Upon travelling around, I also saw several small ships, perhaps more like rafts, that were being driven around by real estate agents and contained 12 passengers per ship, arranged in a 6 by 2 rectangle, being paddled around to potential places for sale.
  • I also remember learning that the Chinese poem set was made by a Japanese company, according to the rolled up instruction sheet that came with the white box, but somehow later on that instruction sheet had been lost in the water zone underneath a sunken ship at the bottom of the water. I dived down to get it, and made my way below the wreckage even though I knew I had not enough air to get there and back. I did have enough air to get to the rolled up sheet though, and picked that up, before using a buff to either teleport myself out of the water or out of the game entirely.
Jan 05 2025
  • I was at a lunch or dinner hosted by Elon Musk, where he was giving a presentation in a computer lab while a few dozen of us were eating at tables in there. Tigey had been borrowed for some demonstration and was thus sitting atop a different table, but at one point he fell off backwards off the table, which caused a commotion in the room. However, a girl in the table behind where Tigey was located managed to catch Tigey in his falling motion on her phone camera, and this also caused some applause.
  • I wanted to talk to her to get a copy of the picture, but I had to leave the room for another issue soon after and could not even retrieve Tigey. When I freed up later, I came back to the computer lab and saw Tigey seated on the table next to a postcard, and the girl was also there with a friend. I approached her to ask for the picture, and she obliged and said that the organizers had used computer footage to figure out who Tigey belonged to and had left him here for me to come pick him up.
  • Snippet: In another part of the dream, we were in our Edmonton 4012 home and had to close two or three garage doors that led into our main garage due to some natural disaster that was imminent. Our garage was huge and partially jutted out onto a road that some other people used, so we had left it open as long as possible so people wouldn’t have to detour around it, but nightfall was coming and we had to close it eventually, so I went out to do that.
  • Snippet: Later on, our family van didn’t work for driving me to school and Mom said we’d arrange for a car or taxi or something to take me there instead, but this never materialized. I knew that someone else on our way to school also usually carpooled with us too, and I wondered if my parents had told them that we wouldn’t be there today or if they would be unable to get to school too.
  • Snippet: Sometime before all these, there was a dream about being on a ship and buying bananas in Backpack Battles, while also trying to build or assemble an armour set. The armour set had a special set bonus that I wanted and I could decide on when to activate it after I bought it. However, there was also something about not being able to use the porthole window in the cabin I was in if I spent too much money on buying my items.

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