My Diary #196

Dear Tigey,

Enjoy the rest week, I think July and August will get busy.

Entry #196 (Jun 29 2025)

Table of Contents

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ට  Life
ට  Games
ට  Plushie of the Week #189
ට  Song of the Week #164
ට  Dreams

Life

I didn’t do a whole ton this week — for the initial part of the week, I had to rest after last Saturday’s epic journey. Plus that also did a lot in lowering my wanderlust levels. Then later in the week, it was gaming time, between the new gacha games and the threat of the Steam Summer Sale starting, I wasn’t going to go out to do anything. There were also other factors, like this posted at Southgate Station:

Riddle me this — which Canadian city likes to think they’re a big shot but they’re actually just a big small town, and they show this by kneecapping the ENTIRE SOUTHERN (southwestern) WING of their woefully tiny LRT system (this southern wing goes University Station > Health Sciences/Jubilee Station > McKernan/Belgravia Station > South Campus/Fort Edmonton Park Station > Southgate Station > Century Park Station — and yes, lots of our stations have slashes in their name) on the weekend just before Canada Day? And also wants to be known as the “Festival City” but is mostly full of festivals with around 10 tables or so? That’s right, Tigey, it’s Edmonton! Lucky guess!

There was also a fair amount of rain this week, which was very nice, although the weather was good this week regardless — not hot, nor smoky, nor too cold (although I think we had a frost advisory at one point, and we’re in June!), and that’s really all I ask for.

But I did some things to prepare for upcoming local events over the next couple of weeks. No spoilers, in case things happen and I don’t end up going, but I did things like buy tickets and preorder food (what?) while they’re cheaper. I also am considering going to more expensive things like the Edmonton Folk Festival or Jasper Folk Festival, but both of that would set me back at least $200 in tickets and accommodations and misc fees, so I’m a bit gun-shy on those.

My rent was essentially raised this week, by $1.50 per month. This is because Midwest Rental changed over from the old autopayment system (Letus) to a new one with a phone app (Entrata) this month, and that one comes with higher fees. What an unnecessary expense, on top of the $1 monthly fee that they already forced on us when they moved to the Letus one a couple of years ago. I wish that Midwest would be honourable enough to absorb the “processing fees” on our rent payment because they’re forcing us to use all these new apps, but no. Strangle the residents’ wallets instead — what can they do after all? (The answer: I can at least catalogue all their nonsense here to publicly shame them.)

My book cover arrived this week. This is my first purchase from Etsy in years, and I did it a couple weeks ago from a Canadian creator’s store for the free shipping (and a slight discount). She included a free postcard along with it, and since I can’t actually review the item until July 11th or something due to some weird Etsy rule, and I do not use Instagram, I’ll put the card (and the book cover itself) here instead.

It’s sturdy, though I wish it had a side pocket or inner pocket, and it’s actually a little big for the size of the drawings of Tigey that I have so far, but I figure it’s better than having it be just right now but obtaining a larger one down the road that doesn’t fit in the pouch. Also I cut the whitespace out from around the one that I got from the Paths for People event a few weeks ago, so now it’s a lot closer in size to the two I got from Calgary.

I did go out for groceries early in the week, and then again late in the week, on early Saturday afternoon, when I inquired with my realtor about seeing a nearby house and he said that he could do that very day, in about an hour and a half from when I contacted him. That was short notice, but I could certainly do it, and I needed carrots from the store anyway, so that’s what I did. The house wasn’t bad, but I feel its asking price was a bit high, so the jury is still out on whether I want to make an offer on it or not.

But never mind the house. What’s important is that I got my carrots. And got some free food sample while I was in the store. Safeway does do this now and then, but very, very rarely (when I’m around), I think I’ve only ever seen them do it 4 or 5 times in over a decade of frequenting this store. Maybe less. These seasonal kebabs were very nice:

But their prices were not, I think they were north of $10 for two sticks of kebab. Around $11.50 I think, though there were different types. Maybe I should go try them anyway though. I also want to try new types of cuisine and random foods from restaurants in general, but maybe different sorts of food from the supermarket would count toward that goal too. That and things like farmers’ markets.

July’s Safeway Members Appreciation Day, which usually takes place on the first Tuesday of the month, will instead take place on the second Tuesday of the month this month, since Canada Day lands on the first Tuesday. So Jul 08 instead of Jul 01. I like this change. It was noted on a sheet of paper plastered on the front doors of the store, and have been there for the entire month, but I’ll bet they still will get people coming in thinking it’s discount day.

Whenever I went out this weekend, I noticed that the air smelled like a Chinese supermarket or marketplace. Weird huh. I don’t smell it indoors, but there’s some sort of faint scent outdoors that reminds me of that very nostalgic smell. I noticed this last week while walking around the city on Saturday, and it continued on through the entirety of this week. That or maybe my olfactory senses are malfunctioning. In a good way.

There was a “Beauty & Wellness Pop-Up” event at Southgate Centre this weekend, something that doesn’t interest me in the least. Southgate concentrates on fashion and beauty products a bit too much, in my cranky opinion. I still took pictures of the event though. There were ten tables or so, which basically qualifies it as an official Edmonton festival.

Around 3 am on Tuesday morning, Jun 24, there were some idiots revving their cars and screeching their rubbers in a circle around Southgate Mall. They eventually circled the wagons like the gang members or whatever they are and I went to take a 10x zoom photograph of them. I wonder what these Indians were doing. As far as I could tell it looked like they were examining something.

I don’t think my trip to Singapore with Dad is going to happen. He still hasn’t recovered from his eye surgerry so his doctor wants to monitor him for a couple more months to see if any further corrective action is needed, and so I can’t move on booking any tickets or accommodation anything like that yet, which for this trip I have to do several months before we actually go. Also, when I talk to him, he loves talking about the frailty of (his) life and how there’s little for him to look forward to on a day to day basis since his eyes are so bad, and it all feels like a leadup to an eventual “Eh… it’s probably best I don’t go”. Maybe I should be planning a solo trip to Japan or Singapore or England instead.

And finally, I haven’t posted a glut of sky pictures in a while so here’s some. These first three are from Wednesday, Jun 25.

4:05 pm:

4:08 pm:

It was hailing little pebbles of ice that day.

But by 10:04 pm, the world looked like this:

Beautiful semi-clear skies and melty orange sunset.

These other five are from Saturday Jun 28, or early Sunday Jun 29. First up, 9:07 pm after my stream, there’s rain in the distance!

9:47 pm, the sky had completely transformed and there was a golden sunset as the rainstorm swept in (but had not quite arrived yet):

9:58 pm, and the rain was here!

11:18 pm, and now the rain was gone, but now there’s a little crescent moon in the sky:

And 12:15 am, I tried to take a picture of the moon at 3x zoom as the moon dropped below the horizon. It grew bigger and bigger due to atmospheric distortion or something as it approached the horizon, but that largeness didn’t really transfer to camera pictures. The horizon picture was still cool though.

Games

The Steam Summer sale started this week, but I have barely even looked at it at all. The reason is that two “free” gacha games that I am interested in debuted on Steam on the same day, the day just before the summer sale started. One is Umamusume: Pretty Derby and the other is Persona5: The Phantom X. So far I’m enjoying the first game more, especially since it’s a raising sim roguelite and that’s not a common genre, but P5 does stand up on its own as well, even though its story basically retells the main Persona game’s story with different characters (and it has far too many annoying tutorials, like there was a tutorial on using stairs, and a couple of small bugs like being able to fast travel around story gates in the beginning, and hotkeys not working on battle completion screens). I do like that it has an auto combat button though, and that you fully heal up in each safe room when exploring a dungeon.

I did play a bit of Backpack Battles before Jun 24, when those two launched, but after that it was those two for the rest of the week. Except for my stream, where I continued to play BLUE REFLECTION during the week. That game has such horrible localization and such squandered writing. I need to make my own similar game with a hopefully better story. During the weekend I played some demos instead, and this is probably going to be a thing going forward for a while — I have a list of tabs in my browser of possible demos to play from the end of the recent Steam Next Fest, though not all of them will get airtime, and I like it when devs stumble upon my video of their game and say hi.

Plushie of the Week #189

I have no real concept of which Squishmallows are more or less valuable than others. I just buy the ones that I find nice, preferably on sale. But they have to be nice. Conversely, London Drugs in Southgate (and online (local)) currently has a heavily discounted 8-inch Beetlejuice Squishmallow that’s priced at $4.49 CAD, down from its original retail price of $15, but I just.. it’s so ugly. Do I actually want that? I landed on no.

Anyway, last week, on Jun 21 2025, I went down to (the, because it’s weird saying this name without a leading the) Big Box Outlet Store not too far away from my place, and picked up this guy for $9.19 CAD, $9.65 after tax. Meet Nestor, the chicken nugget! Seriously (local)! It’s even the special variant, the 8-inch Heart Headband Nestor, which looks like he has chicken wings shoved into his head. His barcode is crossed out too. Poor rejected Nestor. Welcome to your forever home.

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Song of the Week #164

Title: The Wanting Comes in Waves / Repaid
Artist: The Decemberists
Album: The Hazards of Love (2009)

This week’s entry comes from Quintopia! I had gone to Japan Jam with him back in May 2024, and had chatted with him a fair amount both before and after that as well. I had commissioned this entry from him many months ago, as a backup Song of the Week friends entry, but since I’m not going to be as concerned about doing these regularly going forward, I also don’t really see the need to hold one in reserve like this any longer, especially since it meant that he didn’t actually get to push his recommendation to the world like he mentioned below. So here is his contribution to my collection of guest entries!

The prompt is too open-ended to easily make a choice here. “Pick a song that calls to mind good memories” would be a pretty easy one to answer or maybe “pick a song you want the world to hear,” but I don’t know which I should be picking, so of course, I am forced to pick one of each. For the first, I’ll pick a song from the best concert I’ve ever seen, and for the latter, one from the best concert I was unable to see by the unfortunate accident of being born too late.

The best concert I can remember was The Decemberists’ Hazards of Love tour in 2009. Not only is the album a must-listen rock opera deserving of going down in the annals of history alongside such legendary productions as The Who’s Tommy and Cloud Cult’s Light Chasers, but they knew how to put on a hell of a show. I got to stand right at the stage for the concert in the Tabernacle, an enormous former cathedral in midtown Atlanta, and I watched every moment and hung on every word. Every song on it is enrapturing. The most fun is The Rake’s Song, of course, because of every band member gets their own drums to bang it out, but that’s not the one I’m going to pick.

You see, as memorable as the concert was, my best memories of the album come from a road trip with some friends. We went and visited some of the easier to access caves in the TAG region, like Pettyjohn, Stephen’s Gap, Howard’s Waterfall. But we were pumping this album in the car the whole way, banging on the dashboard and steering wheel along with the drums. And then once we got deep into a cave into a big dome room with some nice acoustics, me and Amy would sing the epic duet The Wanting Comes In Waves/Repaid from memory. I won’t say she had quite the same pipes or energy as Shara Woden, but she sounded as good as anyone I know personally, and being covered in mud lit only by headlamps with trickling water in the background only made it more epic.

The best concert I was born too late to see was Harry Chapin’s 1975 concert in LA, and the reason I know this is that there is one song from the live recording of that concert that I can go back to anytime I want eleven minutes of entertainment and delight. (Not music video though, there is no video of it, so that title still goes to Rusted Root’s Send Me On My Way.) That song is 30,000 Pounds Of Bananas. Something about this song captures an inherent sense of fun that speaks to a time where things didn’t feel quite so doomsdayesque, despite the fact that it’s a mostly true story about a truck driver’s grisly death. The live recording is filled with jokes and sense of play involving the whole audience of a sort I’ve only seen from Jonathan Coulton and Paul & Storm. And yet somehow, in spite of how unseriously it takes itself, the talent of the performers shines through. A lot of fun little improvisational touches keep things moving through the spoken word parts.

And I think not enough people have experienced it, and that’s why it takes the top spot for “song you want the world to hear.”

Interesting! And thank you for the writeup! But no, I only can catalogue and video-feature one song per article anyway, so the first one is the one I used! Nice try! But I hyperlinked the second song in question, and backed that video up to my local archives as well, so there’s that at least. And for the record, my exact prompt/request to him was “When you have a spare few minutes to an hour at some point, could I convince you to do a little write up for me for the blog? I’ve been collecting friends’ words on a song that they like or want to write about, and a few paragraphs about how the song is important to them. And preserving it in my blog for the future.” We had no discussion about the exact prompt, though he might have gleaned that from other people’s entries. I do leave it open-ended on purpose for people to interpret however they want though.

I don’t think I have heard either song before, so I don’t have much to say about them, although I do know the Decemberists from their Mariner’s Revenge song. That covered in mud in a cave lit by headlamps, and belting out the song at the top of your lungs sounds like an amazing scene though. It’s very evocative. I can definitely see why that song was picked to the answer to this prompt. That Harry Chapin song though. That was a great er.. song. There’s no hit in our main Discord for his name but I am familiar with his name somehow. I wonder where or how.

Dreams
Jun 23 2025

Dream 1

  • I had a backpack arranged with items that triggered themselves like in Backpack Battles on preset timers with different synergies. One particular item was a bag that triggered itself as well as items to its left and right every 2.82 seconds as long as there was an item inside of it.
  • Black and white robots in the dream world outside of the backpack were being controlled by the backpack and I think specifically that 2.82 second bag, and they would toggle modes everytime the bag triggered, going between a mode where they were shooting and destroying each other and a mode where they were docile.
  • Another item in my backpack was a square “room”, it was a model version of a small roofed shop named Victory that somehow fit within the confines of a 2 by 2 inventory box in my backpack. Despite being a model, I had the sense that it was actually a real shop and I could purchase things from it.

Dream 2

  • I was on a school bus on the way to Dunman High, for my first day of school there in many years, and I was listening to other boys on the bus talk about another girl named Rachel who was very well liked. This was not the Rachel I knew from my time there though, but a separate girl who came on the bus at the second-last stop before the school. She came over to me and sat down behind me, then beckoned me to follow her once the bus reached the school. We disembarked and I followed her to a small, closed gate near where the bus was.
  • We chatted for a bit, though she seemed to know me a little better than I knew her. She wanted my help with something but she couldn’t find the actual things she wanted help with, or had problems starting something up to demonstrate it, so I apologized and told her that it’d have to wait for our next meeting as classes were about to start. She agreed to that.
  • I asked her if her name was Rachel, but she looked a bit confused and said no. She gave me her name, and opened her worksheet file to show me how her name was written in Chinese. I said that it was going to take me perhaps two or three meetings and reminders to remember that, as I was bad with names, and she laughed and said that she was the same way. I forget her family name now, except its Chinese character had a lot of strokes, but her last name was Xin Xin (星星), or star. I gave her Jessica for my name too as we parted ways.
  • I went into the school and then into class. The male teacher was a bit behind me on the stairs, and I was a bit behind Zixiang, and I proclaimed as I entered the class that as long as I arrived there before the teacher, I was technically early even if the bell had already rung! Strangely, there were only four people in class — the room was informally divided into two, with Zixiang and Xuanjie on the far side, Zixiang in front and Xuanjie behind, and Yiwen and Jean on the near side, both near the front of the class. The tables on the far side were haphazardly arranged, and I wanted to go over there and join them, but subconsciously I realized the gender split in the class and instead decided I wanted to sit next to Yiwen and get to know her better instead.
  • I think a few more students trickled in after the teacher arrived, however the class never actually started. Instead, Yiwen and I first had to lift up the round table as Jean requested us to do so in order for her to find some pencil lead boxes that she had dropped and scattered on the floor. We found two or three beneath our table once we did so. Once we put it down, Yiwen brought out a lot of boxes of tea and chocolate, and formed a long wall around the far edge of the table, blocking the view between us and the class blackboard and teacher’s desk. The wall was at least six boxes high and I was impressed at her collection, mentioning that I also had a lot of tea at home but all my tea combined would still only have been about a quarter of what she had just here. She invited me to help myself to some.
  • A little later, I left the class with a laptop and ended up in a school room with a laptop and a portal that I tweaked the settings of. Someone wanted me to go through the portal, but the portal had a temperature reading for the zone on the other side, and the temperature was still really high from me tweaking the settings, though it was gradually dropping. I tried to edit the room and give myself a God mode with damage immunity, but when I tried it it just renamed the room itself to the immortal command instead, so I renamed it back so no one would notice and decided to wait for the temperature to decrease naturally.
  • The way the portal worked, it cycled through a new zone option every 5 seconds or so, and the average temperature of the zone on the other side gradually dropped from about 80 degrees Celsius, to 40-50, then to the 30s, though it wasn’t a completely linear drop, sometimes a new zone would be a couple of degrees hotter than the last one. But over time it trended downwards. Each zone also had a “modifier”, and eventually, when it was in the high 20s, I decided it was enough and hopped into a zone with a modifier of “Hidden Exits”, though I think it was named something different.
  • The reason I wanted this modifier was that in a previous portal that I went through, there were staircase exits everywhere and it was very unsightly. This modifier concealed the stairs leading up behind switchbacks in rock formations and similar so they were harder to find, and I figured it would mean the place would look nicer for taking pictures in too. When I entered the zone, I found myself outside a Japanese castle, with a large path going around a pond and leading toward it. There were ghostly Japanese women in long, pretty gowns floating around, and they floated towards me to try to attack me, but I had an actual fly ability and flew above where they could reach and into the castle.
  • Snippet: Somewhere in my dream I was also walking through an arcade with my family. I asked little Jon and Kel if we wanted to play a ball game on the side but they refused, to my relief, as I had just come out of some encounter or other and wasn’t in the mood for it either.
Jun 24 2025
  • Snippet: I remember playing inventory management with a backpack that was divided into two by a vertical line going down slightly to the right of the middle of a square grid that represented its inventory. To the left of the line was where I tried to place various 1×1 and 1×2 pieces that mostly had passive effects but increased luck or something based on how many adjacent pieces were touching. To the right of the line there were robots moving up and down the squares autonomously, fighting each other or patrolling the area, and I think the items in the squares on the left influenced how well the robots on the right did.
  • Snippet: I also remember going to watch a musician somewhere and seeing a small stack of about four CDs of his on a table near his stage. I was interested in buying one but I don’t remember if I ever did within the dream.
Jun 25 2025
  • Snippet: I remember two Backpack Battles type inventory snippets. The first one was a white pillow with a 15-square grid on it, 3 rows and 5 columns. The first seven of them were filled with a rectangular item around the size and shape of a Chinese red packet, and I spent 1 coin in buying another one and filling up the eighth slot with it. The second one was having only 3 coins on hand but needing 4 coins to buy a pet. I eventually did scrounge up a 4th coin to buy it.
Jun 26 2025
  • There was a game involving a town map overlaid with landmark icons that I could click on. Each landmark also linked to a character from Uma Musume, and picking one turned the game into a sort of raising sim minigame that started on Day 0. There were 4 days of raising before the player could bring them on 1 on 1 battles against other Uma Musume characters from the 4th day onwards.
  • Each girl also had a backpack, and had stats represented by items in the backpack, like a pouch or water bottle or somesuch. Those stat-related items took up specific slots and could not be moved around in the backpack. However, there were also other empty spaces between the stat items that could be filled with custom items. The battles between characters then took place in a very Backpack Battles sort of way.
  • I could also apply skill points to the stat items in the backpacks to increase those stats, and there was additionally both a set of stickers that one could acquire by charging each stat item from level 0 to 4, as well as another set of stickers for doing well in the growing life sim and battle part of the game depending on time played and overall skill levels.
  • There was also a story involving the player starting off and feeling very weak and only being able to select one character in the middle landmark of the map to start, but eventually being able to start branching out from there to adjacent ones once they completed the first one.
Jun 27 2025
  • There was a hotel lobby and reception area that was split into two, with an inner room and an outer room that connected together via two doors. Specifically, the inner room was shaped like a T piece with a shortened stem (ã…œ) that fit into the outer room which was in a 凹 shape, roughly forming a 3 by 3 grid of squares. The stem of the T piece had two doors on it, one on the east and one on the west, so they both led into the larger outer room, but when one was in the outer room, one could not see the other door from the first one. The outer room also had a door leading out into the world and the inner room had doors or passages leading further into the building.
  • Several dream visits took place here, the one I remember the most being that I came here once with Mom and Jon late at night to stay overnight, even though the hotel was closed. However, I had booked a room at this hotel for $200 and stayed here in the past when I visited the town, and this somehow meant that I had a right to stay here on an ongoing basis when I returned.
  • This was lucky, as this late at night, every other place was closed for the night as well, except for one other hotel, but that place had a No Vacancy sign up in front of it. This hotel was not closed for the night though, but rather seemed to be closed due to being under construction, with a wrapping material covering most of the outer walls of the building. However, this didn’t seem to affect our ability to enter it. A couple other touristy-looking people were wandering around and looking for places to stay at night too though, so I had to make sure that they were not near us before I could swipe my card and open the door to this hotel, in order to ensure that they did not tailgate us and get into this building.
  • We walked through that above lobby and went to the room that I had booked the last time, which was vacant, and we stayed there for the night. It was not a super pleasant stay, but it was cozy, despite a big hole in one of the interior walls that separated the entry hallway from the toilet, and a few other blemishes.
  • In the morning, we hurried out to that lobby before checkout time, but then realized that there was an entire bag that we had forgotten to pack. We left our stuff there with Jon while Mom and I hurried back into the room, rushing past a tired-looking, muscular guy in a singlet who was apparently the hotel owner. He looked at us bemusedly as I told him that we technically hadn’t checked out of the hotel yet and were going back the room to get another bag. I grabbed a couple of plushies on the floor, plus some larger things, and stuffed them into a temporary duffel bag, whereas Mom grabbed all the smaller things we had left behind and put them into another bag. We then brought both bags outside to the lobby to properly pack the items away.
  • A second dream story that took place in the same lobby involved a war that was approaching the area, and how I and a few others were trying to evacuate people through the lobby, leading them from the outside room to the inside room and then through somewhere else beyond. Soldiers started to arrive at the outside portion as well while we were still herding people through the inside portion, but I don’t remember how this one ended.
  • A third iteration involved a large minotaur wielding a giant brown club chasing me from the inner room to the outer one. The minotaur was too large to nimbly fit through the doors, but since I could not see which door it would come through, I could not tell for sure where it was. I knew that its AI was programmed to find the shortest path to me though, so I hid behind a pillar in the outer room that was closer to the right door than the left one and assumed that it was most likely coming through there. I needed to find an item in the backpack I was carrying that I knew could defeat it, and I hoped that it would get briefly stuck in the door and that that would buy me enough time.
  • A fourth story that took place here involved hanging out in the inner lobby with friends. It was raining outside and there might have been a plotline to do with coins and the two doors, but I don’t remember what.
  • A fifth version had me powerwashing things with a hose in the outer lobby, and some onlookers were very amused due to the order in which I chose the things to be washed, and the way that I was washing each one. Apparently a combination of the order I chose and the way I washed them was very creative and unique somehow, and they were commenting as such.
  • Snippet: In a later dream, I visited a ship museum with pieces of the Titanic displayed inside, like wavy half-ovals that were apparently attached to the outside hull of the doomed ship like frills on a skirt. There were also pieces of rope, and some building instruments that were used to construct the ship.
Jun 28 2025
  • Snippet: All I remember is a giant mushroom that was so large that it covered up an entire squiggly city block on an overhead map of a city that I was looking at. The city block with the mushroom was hemmed in by a road that ringed around it, but somehow there were only 3 locations where there were considered to be entrances to the mushroom city block — one on the north side, one on the southwest side, and one on the southeast side. There was also something about a Reverse Day that was happening as a couple of friends and I walked around.
Jun 29 2025
  • Snippet: I visited a table in the middle of a hallway during a school festival, while on some sort of plotline where I was looking for something with a time limit. The people at the table were building large, white paper flowers, and each one contributed in some way to the time limit, so I watched them and possibly helped them out with it as well.

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