My Diary #184

Dear Tigey,

Snow! In late March! And next week, in early April!

Entry #184 (Mar 30 2025)

Table of Contents

The cost of my…
ට  Life
ට  Games
ට  Plushie of the Week #179
ට  Song of the Week #156
ට  Memory Snippet of the Week #163
ට  Dreams

Life

On Monday this week, due to the weather hitting +10°C for the first time this year, I went further afield than I usually wander. Specifically, I took the train past downtown and to Chinatown, an area that has, over the past couple years, gained a reputation (local) of being plagued with homeless encampments and drug-addled people, to the point that businesses have had to lock up even during business hours to keep the transients out.

Still, winter tends to keep those people in other shelters rather than out on the streets, and I wanted to visit the Asian grocery stores there in Chinatown, which I have not ever really been to before, so I took a bus there, walked to two separate ones, and then took a separate bus back, plotting a route that took me past the stores listed in the news article above too. For the moment anyway, it was safe enough and I didn’t run into any druggies, though I did see a woman and a man emptying multiple bottles of.. some suspicious liquid onto the side of the road opposite from us while I was waiting for the bus home with a couple of people.

The first store I visited was called 99 Supermarket, named after the street that it’s on.

This store very much had an imported trading goods sort of vibe, with weird things stuffed onto shelves and overflowing boxes everywhere. I loved it very much. It wasn’t particularly crowded too, and what clientele was there was mostly East Asian in ethnicity.

Excuse the weird angle on this tableware aisle shot:

And look at these cute bowls instead.

Like most Asian grocery stores do, they also had an in-store hot food section, even though the store itself didn’t seem to see enough customers for that sort of thing. There wasn’t a lot of choice at the counter, and there was no price list either, so I almost passed on buying food here as I planned to go to a second Asian supermarket after this anyway, but I talked to one of the two ladies behind the counter who told me that it was a box of $12 for three tray items, and in the end I decided to get a box.

I was actually surprised that one of the “three items” in this case was actually the noodles that I picked, as most stores like this give you the noodles or rice and then 3 more food items on top of that, but whatever. They wrapped it up nice and securely in a plastic bag to prevent spillage, which was a good thing because by the time I got home I noticed that the styrofoam box with the food inside was sitting in a vertical alignment in my shopping bag. There was no external spillage though even though there was some sauce in the box itself.

There was a bit of a kerfuffle over payment too, as apparently that food counter only took cash or debit, and I only found that out after they had already packaged up my food. All I bring on my trip is a phone with Google Wallet’s Tap to Pay set up on it, and my credit card digitally stored in that, so that was a no-go. In the end they just asked that I went to pay at the main cashier up front with all my other items though, and I did so.

This was also a blessing in disguise though, because I had to spend $35 or more in one trip in order to register for the store’s loyalty point card, which provided discounts on many of the items in the store, including some that were already in my basket. I actually only had around $29 worth of items, so the box of food that I couldn’t pay for at the food counter pushed me to $41, qualified me for the card (which turned out to be just a virtual phone number thing, and sadly not a real physical card), and qualified me for $8 off the items in my cart, taking the total price back down to $33.

Anyway, after that little adventure, I took a hike over to the other store that I was planning to visit. This one was called Lucky Supermarket, or Lucky 97, again due to the street number that it’s on.

This one has become a franchise and actually has had a new store open not too far from the T&T Supermarket/H-Mart Asian supermarkets that I frequently visit on the south side, but this specific one was on my route that Monday anyway and I had never been inside any of its stores in recent memory (it’s possible I visited them with my parents two decades ago), so I figured it would be a good time to recce it.

This supermarket actually caters to the Asian, Western, and Muslim/Halal markets all at the same time, which I did not realize — it was a lot more crowded and its clientele reflected this too, with a healthy mix of East Asians, South Asians, Muslims, and Caucasians all. It was also about three times the size of the previous supermarket.

There was a decent selection of Asian foods, though its vegetable section was poor and its instant noodles aisle, while huge, was as generic as I’ve ever seen, with nothing adventurous outside of the “usual” brands at all. It was also quite jarring that at the same time it also carried a ton of Compliments items, the in-house brand of the Safeway/Sobeys grocery chain megacorp. A quick Google search seems to indicate that Lucky is actually independently-owned and not an affiliate of that group, though. Yet. They had a huge halal meat section as well as a huge section of regular meat, and I thought the meat choices and prices there were actually really good. I thought it was a really interesting juxtaposition to 99 Supermarket, which had better vegetable choices and great canned/packaged food and spice options, but not meat.

Both stores also had a section devoted to joss paper and joss sticks, which I actually had not seen at either H-Mart or T&T.

I had a thought while wallking through this place that I was appreciative that I was born in Singapore and had the chance to be able to experience the culture and some of the languages growing up, even the ones I don’t formally know but could recognize some words from (for example Malay). All those experiences made it so that at least half the time I kind of understood what any particular weird item in either supermarket I was looking at was! But just half the time!

Anyway, I did find out that their food counter was completely closed, and I was glad at that point that I had bought some hot food from the other store for lunch once I got home.

Lucky Supermarket also sold the “Golden Happiness” specialty buns that I had recently seen at Safeway and mentioned last week, except these were $1.69 here instead of $1.29 at Safeway. Worse, while tabulating my expenses later that day, I noticed that I actually got charged 5% GST on these buns here, so they were closer to $1.77 per, whereas Safeway does not charge GST for those buns. How weird. And even worse, I bought 3 of them but only 2 of the buns actually made it home, so somehow I either dropped one of the buns on the roadside or bus on the way home, or left it at the supermarket counter. Bah. That’s a sign never to buy those buns from them again.

I took a 701 bus home after that, from a bus stop right next to the Hong Kong Bakery and the defunct Italian Bakery mentioned in the news post near the top of this segment, and that was also where I eyed the woman and man emptying their bottles of mystery liquid onto the road. On the way back, I experienced both the bus having to stop for a train on the Valley LRT line for the first time, which I have not had the pleasure of using yet (but plan to later this spring), as well as the bus passing by a snowplow called Plowy McPlowface. It was parked forlornly along the side of the road around 96 Avenue and 106 Street, since who really needs a snowplow in +10°C weather, but while I was familiar with the existence of the snowplow (local), I didn’t realize that that was Plowy until the bus passed it and I saw the sign affixed to its body that said “Hello, my name is Plowy McPlowface.” By that time, it was much too late to take a photo. At least I had a brush with royalty that day.

On Tuesday, and then again on Friday, I went down to the Hudson Bay store at Southgate, since it had been announced that the entire chain was closing most of its stores and ceasing operations soon, and their current stock would be liquidated. This was very sad — even though I had only been here a little over 10 years, I’ve seen the two big box stores at Southgate, first Sears and now The Bay, shut down. And walking through the stores felt like I was watching a giant whale in its death throes and people carving pieces of it up for themselves to save (and/or profit) however they can.

The sales were “only” 15% to 40% off this week, though it was on top of the already discounted prices in most cases and there was some stuff, but not everything, that was already listed from 25-50% off before that additional hidden discount that you could only find out at the cashier’s. I still did end up buying a couple of items for myself, one being a Hudson Bay Jules Velvet Throw to replace the cotton padding I drape over my computer chair, that was an additional 15% off its 50% discount ($29.72 instead of its $69.99), and the other a random cushion that was an additional 25% off its 75% discount ($7.47 instead of $39.99).

There’s still a lot of stuff in store though, plenty of which hasn’t sold because Hudson’s Bay has tons of overpriced “premium” branded items that haven’t been discounted yet, though there were also so many sections that were pretty much stripped bare by people (or possibly the brand removed its items from the store instead of participating in the liquidation). I will probably go back next week and the week after and walk the stores a bit more since the store is so close to my home, both to watch it slowly empty out as well as to see when the prices will change. The closing announcement was only made this week and liquidation sales, according to the cashier, would probably continue over the next couple months, so right now the discounts weren’t quite at blowout level yet. But it’s a sliding scale, and as prices drop some of the more popular items would also disappear as they hit different people’s comfortable purchase price points.

I’m saving this online article (local) about the shutdown and liquidation, as well as this video, which features the Southgate Mall outlet of The Bay.

It was also by sheer happenstance that I captured this picture three weeks ago when I was in-store, before I knew that they were about to liquidate and shut down:

So I decided to go back to that exact spot and take more pictures of the same location this week, so here’s one from my first trip on Tuesday, Mar 25 2025:

And my second on Friday, Mar 28 2025:

Their escalators were also shut down, and have been shut down for over a month at this point since my post three weeks ago also complained about this, and I guess (like I read someone say online somewhere), the infrastructure is one of the first things that goes when a store is shutting down. The down escalator from the 3rd floor to the 2nd floor was working again by the end of the week though, but the one leading up from the 2nd floor to the 3rd still was not working, so people still had to use those fire escape stairs to even get up to the third level where all my pictures from after this next one are from.

All the following pictures from this next section are from the 3rd floor of The Bay outlet here at Southgate, as I took memory snippets to remember the dying giant by. I will probably keep doing this over the next month or two.

Tuesday Mar 25:

Friday Mar 28:

All those pictures were just from the 3rd floor — that floor calls out to my heart more than the other 2 floors, with the 2nd floor mostly for men’s clothing and the 1st floor mostly for ladies’ clothing and perfumes and shoes. I’ll eventually take pictures of those too, though.

Outside of that sad news, I also went over to Safeway and found more of these weird “This section will be undergoing exciting future changes!” signs that I had first seen two weeks ago:

I haven’t seen those shelves empty since COVID-19! I think I finally found out why though, as I also found this one in another part of the store:

There’s already an Asian foods aisle, albeit not a very good one at all, and European stuff is already fairly decently represented in the rest of the store anyway, so I wonder what exactly this new aisle will cater to. Cool, though.

I mentioned a couple of weeks ago that I wanted to start a more detailed grocery price tracking spreadsheet, and I modelled and started a template this week that looks like this so far:

A lot of those fields are calculated automatically, but is this too much information for me to want to bother to track? Or not enough? There are a few other things I could track but don’t. We’ll see. It’s just a prototype for now. I wonder if there’s a grocery price tracker app that allows me to do that sort of stuff. There are a lot of apps that do a lot of other things that I don’t care for, like building meals and figuring out what ingredients I need from what store and nonsense like that. I just need one where I can input prices and weights of things I find and it tracks it in a large database and shows me price history and dollar-per-unit comparisons and changes. And syncs across mobile and PC.

Next, here are a couple of landscape pictures for the week. The first one was from Monday Mar 24, at 8:04 pm:

Nice, pleasant weather, with the sunset creeping below the horizon, and all that’s left of the snow were little puddles of water. Then, later on in the week on Thursday and Friday, a huge snowstorm came by and dumped a little over 20 cm of snow on our city, although it wasn’t particularly cold, with temperatures somewhere between -5°C and -10°C. But this meant the local Southgate Mall snowplows had to be brought out again, and they beeped and screeched all the way to past midnight on Thursday night, and past 3am on Saturday night, annoying everyone in the nearby apartment blocks in the name of capitalism.

 This was Thursday Mar 27, at 12:58 pm:

And then Friday Mar 28, at 11:36 pm:

Snowbanks!

I didn’t get to go out nearer the end of the week due to this, but my escapades earlier in the week felt like (and were written in the vein of) I was doing some travel blog stuff that I love to do. Visit, experience, chronicle. I actually found out this week that I’m being flagged at work for having over one year of vacation time accrued, which for my current term of employment is 140 hours per year. It rises to 175 hours later this year in November, when I hit 15 years worked here, but my accrual rate also increases at that point (local). Apparently it’s actually a thing in our collective agreement that we’re not supposed to accrue more than a year without using it, a clause that I’ve honestly probably been told before but never manage to properly internalize. And honestly, 20 days a year is a lot of vacation time. It’s one of the few good perks about working where I currently do. I seldom use it all up in a year, and I didn’t even use up last year’s sick time either, so it’s not like I needed vacation time to offset sick days either.

Burning the vacation time as it comes so as to not go over the limit is a thing that we have to consciously do since there’s always so much to do at the office due to being understaffed in terms of project work, even if we’re done and caught up on day-to-day tickets, so it feels like I’m being a traitor to my team sometimes if I take time off. And yet there are these caps on our total vacation time that force us to take time off, or lose it, an issue I’ve run into in the past as well. I get that they’re sort of coming from a good place though, wanting people to take their hard-earned breaks from work, and they don’t really enforce it all that often anyway until things like budget issues make them worry about people secreting away huge banks of vacation time (which makes them a liability if they ever leave or are forced to leave, I suppose).

But anyway, they’re in one of those enforcement stages now, and apparently I am all the way up to 220 hours of banked time that I now have to use. Each workday counts as 7 hours, so I have to lose (220-140)/7 hours, or about 11 days, and I’ll be accruing time between now and that time, plus while I’m on the vacation itself too, so I’d need to take almost three full weeks of vacation time… just to get back to the maximum banked vacation cap itself, which I will probably then immediately creep over again. With that as a catalyst, I started looking at laptops this week, something I briefly wrote about last week in yet another serendipitous moment here on Shiara‘s Yuusha Nikki blog.

But I can’t really afford to take a long vacation somewhere either since I’m trying to save for that house, I’ve been saying. Or is that really true? Looking at my finances, I have about $90k of liquid cash, and the maximum mortgage the bank will give me based on my current salary is around $300k, so putting 20% down on a mortgage would be about $75k Canadian, for a $375k house. Everything beyond that is for moving costs, and saving up an emergency fund or nest egg for things like repair and maintenance. Or trying to save up for a bigger downpayment to reach for a more expensive house. But, life experiences are important too, and something I rank very highly.

Also, I had to re-sign my housing lease this week, and this one now does not have a fancy clause that allows me to break it at any point without a penalty, so I’m kind of tethered to this apartment for another year now — breaking the lease will cost me $1,000, on top of one month’s rent (another $1,329 or so), though finding someone to transfer the lease to will cost me $200 for a lease transfer fee and no penalty instead. But the point is, while I am still slowly looking for a house, I can also (and have mentally readjusted to expect to) just remain here for another year and keep building up my funds anyway, waiting for the next housing market crash to move in and grab one, while casually keeping my eye out for a “perfect house” in the meantime. And I can definitely fit a trip into those plans. So maybe I should travel somewhere instead.

Where should I go? What should I do? Who should I go with? When should I go? Should I go somewhere or do a boring staycation? Try a travel vlog (video blog) or livestream like I’ve always wanted to do? A “normal” travel writing blog? Join some sort of short-term program? Look for a sponsor somehow? How would that intersect with my evening streams?

So many questions, but my excitement levels are building. I could travel around Canada, I could try a hiking trip in the British Isles, or take the train around mainland Europe, or I could go back to Asia again, perhaps this time visiting Thailand or Malaysia, where I believe lodging costs (the main cost of any long trip for me) are cheaper. Or visit a Comiket event in Japan. Or stop by my beloved Singapore again. Or go crash at Kel‘s place in Guangzhou again. Or try to find someone to travel with. Chinese New Year has already passed this year, but there are definitely other events I could try to hit up. We’ll see…

Games

My escapades on stream this week were confined to the same game as most of last week — Suikoden II HD Remaster. My opinion of the game is about the same as last week — it’s lots of fun and better than the first entry in the series, even if the first entry in the series was okay, serviceable, decent, etc. Straightforward, as a random visitor to the stream described it. The second game has better UI and quality of life, a grander story, several weird minigames, and builds on the lore that the first game introduced. That whack-a-mole minigame took me forever to beat on hard for an achievement but I finally did it after many tries yay.

Offstream, besides a bit of Girls Frontline 2: Exilium, which I’m already kind of bored of, most of the personal playtime that I had this week went to a game called Night Raider, a top-down solo extraction PvE shooter that was on sale. I picked this up after one excruciating evening spent stuck between games, searching for my perfect loot scavenging game that didn’t exist. The city map where you scavenge supplies and gear from has different difficulty tiers you can run it on, but it seems that you need a special consumable drop to run it on anything but the lowest difficulty, which is.. interesting? I’m still working on a neverending parade of quests that can only be done on the easiest map though, so we’ll see where that goes.

I also played the demo of a game called Vuntra City this week. Well sort of, it’s just a tech demo (“environmental demo”). And like most of my recent demos, I recorded and uploaded this too. This one was a game (well, sort of) I came across in December last year, where the player gets to wander around a large downtown core of a modern (or slightly post-modern) city and enter every building that they can see. This appeals to me a lot, I love modern cityscapes (especially those with glimmering, neon-drenched city lights) and wish that games like Grand Theft Auto or Cyberpunk 2077 allowed you to enter every building in their cities as well. Like most games though, most of the buildings in those games are just fake facades. But the premise of this one drew me to it, even if it didn’t promise much of a gameplay loop and even if it was just a tech demo that showcased building generation but was completely devoid of NPCs. It was still neat to roam around in and generate a few different city maps for the video.

Satinel also finished making the demo of a new game this weekend, and I had the pleasure of testing it out. Have I mentioned how impressed with her I am, and how proud I am to be her friend?

It’s a Vampire Survivor-like bullet heaven game but I don’t want to name it or describe it too much right now since it’s not a public build yet.

Plushie of the Week #179

So we have this mouse plushie from Ikea. Despite its “Made in Indonesia” tag, it’s definitely from a Canadian Ikea, since there’s some French on its tags as well. This definitely dates this plushie to the after 2000 era, once we moved here to Canada. Why we bought this plushie though, I have no idea, the poor guy (who is named Gosig Mus, according to its tag) never got any playtime or interest and ended up in a big box of neglected plushies with many of the other ones that are filling up these last few months of my Plushie of the Week series.

We apparently left all the tags on the mouse plushie too, which makes for a humourous note that I think a couple of the tags are as long as the plushie itself. I feel like Ikea should have designed those tags a little better. Still, it was apparently a long-running Ikea plushie series that was only recently discontinued. As with many of these last few plushies, we have no idea on its price tag or exact date (or even year) of purchase.

Side:

Other side:

Tag 1:

Tag 2 front:

Tag 2 back:

Tag 3 front:

Tag 3 back:

Song of the Week #156

Title: Lingwu
Artist: Jonathan Li Chung-shan
Album: 李宗盛的理性與感性作品音樂會 (2007)

The title of the song, 领悟 or Lǐngwù, means Understanding. The singer of the song as given in this segment is known as 李宗盛, Jonathan Lee, Li Chung-shan, or Lǐ Zōngshèng, a famous Mandopop singer in his own right. But the interesting thing is that he actually wrote this song for someone else, Winnie Hsin, or 辛曉琪, who sung it in 1994. You can listen to/watch a video of her rendition here, complete with English subs. However, the version highlighted in this segment is his, even though I don’t know that he ever sung it in a studio. There’s at least a CD with a live recording of him singing the song from 2007 though, and that’s the one I put in the album field here. But I’m not 100% certain that that’s the earliest CD of his that it’s on.

Anyway, this week’s writeup is from Zixiang, one of my absolute best friends from Grade 4-6 (Rosyth) and 7-8 (Dunman). I hung out with him and a few others every day back in Secondary School, and he still cameos in my dreams all the time. I also went to meet him both times that I went back to Singapore, once on Jun 01 2022 and once on May 31 2024. Oddly, I’m just realizing now that those two dates were 2 years minus one day apart.

Anyway, this is Zixiang‘s song and story.

This is a line from 领悟, a famous song written by the legendary 李宗盛. This line has always stood out to me because of how I used to (still do?) view love, and relationships. And its shadow stalked me throughout my first serious relationship, with a truly wonderful girl.

We met at the A&E when I was 9, and you were 7. Our parents started talking because of our shared condition. Soon after, you moved into an A1 ward, and I into a B2. But I’d visit you from time to time, and I always looked forward to it. I was too young to tell if I wanted to see you or play mastermind with your dad.

Some time later — I don’t remember when — you left Singapore for Hong Kong. I remember insisting that my grandma bring me to the post office just so I could mail you a postcard.

In 2012, when I got called to the bar, I looked back at my life, and posted this note on Facebook.

Incredibly, you were WA’s colleague at DN (what were the odds that you would be in the same team as my best friend??) and she immediately realised I was referring to you. In short order, we arranged group lunch at Asian Kitchen. A few days later, we had dinner at Boon Tat street(?), just the two of us.

Years later, when I was in Amsterdam, I would see an Asian Kitchen near the train station and think of you.

You didn’t make it easy for me, those early days. You brought me to meet your closest friends over dinner, to conduct “due diligence” on what you termed “project 19 years”. I was both amused and bemused.

Once, you were working late at the office and I went over to keep you company. You were so weary you could barely keep your eyes open. I gave you a hug, our first hug, and you stiffened. I said, “don’t you know you’re supposed to hug back??” that was the first and only time you didn’t.

We went to Hong Kong mere months after dating (evidently I had passed the DD). I remember wondering if it was kinda soon to be going on a trip together. You brought me to visit your primary school teacher. I only realised later that it was your way of saying, “I am serious about this guy”.

“现在也只能欣赏 唯一的合照一张”

On that same trip, we fought at the hotel. I don’t even remember why, but I’m sure it was because I was being an idiot. You went off for a while and left me to brood quietly, but then you returned shortly with dinner, and a few small gifts, for me.

You always initiated reconciliation after a fight, always. Even when it was my fault (which it almost invariably was). And you always knew what to do to de-escalate.

We ate at Toastbox all the time. So much so that we’d joke about holding our wedding there. Curry chicken with rice. And you’d always give me a piece of your chicken.

We’d sometimes sit, quietly in the back of the taxi that you’d take to ferry me home from work. I would reach out and gently squeeze your hand.

We’d spend hours watching shows on my laptop. Lying next to each other, crammed onto my single bed, the laptop perched conveniently on the stand you bought for me. I still use it today.

Barcelona. You insisted on going on the stadium tour despite having absolutely no clue about or interest in football. You arranged and paid for it, just like you did for the majority of our joint expenses. “It’s only fair since i earn more”, you said.

I missed you so badly that cold shivering night during Wallaby. I texted you in the wilderness, struggling to find any hint of a mobile connection. Little did I know you were already engaged.

Once upon a time I was loved; fiercely, unconditionally, undeservedly.

“被爱是奢侈的幸福 可惜[我]从来不在乎.”

I took your love, your kindness, your 包容 for granted. I never understood what you saw in me. I’ve always wished for you to be with a Better Man, someone who loved you more, someone who’s better for you, and that remains true till this day.

Zixiang, thank you so much for sharing that and allowing me to commemorate this. This is a very powerful story with a theme similar to the one that Hevoc relayed to me a few weeks ago, not that I’m trying to make my future contributors one-up each other or anything! I appreciate being entrusted with that very important memory and your feelings, and will capture it here in hopes that it will survive and be passed on far into the future too.

It turns out when comparing notes that WA is a mutual friend I know, but not J. Identities and timelines have been somewhat obfuscated here to protect people just in case. That 1993 note would have meant that Zixiang first met J around the end of Primary 3, a little bit before Zixiang and I met in Rosyth in Primary 4 in 1994. And then they met up again 19 years later in 2012. And now, another 13 years later, this story was written and shared. The sheer enormity and complexity of life is.. both amazing, and humbling at the same time. So much time has passed. And music really is such a powerful form of spiritual magic, capable of storing and summoning so much emotion.

The two lines that Zixiang quotes as part of his story, are translated as follows. The first line is from a song called 如果有一天 (If One Day) by Fish Leong (梁靜茹), a Malaysian singer:

现在也只能欣赏 唯一的合照一张” – Now all I can do is appreciate the only photo we took together.

This second one is from this song, and I used the translation from the first linked video way above:

被爱是奢侈的幸福 可惜[我]从来不在乎.” – To be loved is a luxurious happiness, what a pity that [I, changed from “you” in the song] didn’t care.

And 包容 in this context is more or less tolerance.

Geez the lyrics of the song. What a gut punch. I’ve never heard the song before, but I did listen to both versions of the song above multiple times as part of the research so there’s a good chance I’d recognize it now if I heard it in the wild, I think. I noticed that there’s parts of the song, for example in the 0:25 to 0:35 range of the spotlight video, that has shades of Don’t Cry For Me Argentina though. Or is that just me.

For the record though, I think Zixiang is grossly underselling himself and how clever he is, and how fun to be around he is, though most of my memories of him were from decades ago now. Even meeting him twice again when I revisited Singapore though, it’s very easy to get swept up in wanderlust and dreams around him because he’s so passionate and fun to be with. And when we were young, Dad always said he wished I had his street smarts, haha. I don’t even know where he got *that* impression from…

Memory Snippet of the Week #163

Back on September 29 2019, which was a Sunday, I took part in an annual tradition at the University of Alberta, the Turkey Trot, from 10 am to 3 pm. This was a 5 or 10 kilometre (participant’s choice) run/walk (also participant’s choice) event to raise money for charity, specifically United Way and the Campus Food Bank, but although it had been running (pun intended) for years, and this was the 60th annual edition of the Turkey Trot, this was the first time I had participated in one.

The cost to enter it was $40 for students, $45 for staff and alumni, $50 for the general public, and free for children under 12. The reason it cost anything at all was because we got T-shirts out of it too, and then I am guessing the rest of it went to operating costs and charity. We were also encouraged to bring a food donation for the food bank, and I did bring one, but I don’t remember what I brought. The poster for the event looked like this:

And the maps looked like this. 5k:

10k:

I also still have my T-shirt and use it semi-regularly, though it’s not my favourite shirt, even in winter, as the material (65% polyester, 35% cotton) is thicker than I like.

I’m not sure what happens to that event if it rains on the day of the event, but Sep 29 2019 was a perfectly fine, but somewhat cold, day in Edmonton, so it was a decent day for a run. Or walk, in my case. I didn’t have much stamina and wasn’t in it to win any prizes or set any records, plus I had just had swimming classes the day before at the University, so I took it slow, jogging now and then, walking now and then, and wishing I wasn’t so out of shape in general. I didn’t take any pictures though, except for the indoor stage area in the Butterdome, where the run started and ended, and where there were some presentations and sponsor things being held.

And there were some cute University mascots hanging around too.

While I don’t remember much about the run, I do remember the throng of people gathered at the starting square and surging forward in stages once the run was started, and I also vividly remember the ending segment — the path led back into the indoor Butterdome through a little tunnel, and there were cheerleaders there cheering people on the very final leg of the journey. It was quite cool and everyone found their last legs and fifteenth wind to charge down that tunnel with lots of pomp and gusto. I only did the 5 km route and took about 42 minutes to complete it.

From doing a cursory bit of research on this event, I believe that it was ended by COVID-19 pandemic, and even now, 5 years later, it has not seen a revival yet. This is because the URL shortcut of the event still points to the 2019 version of the website (local). Maybe one of these years it will be brought back? But for now, I can say that the first and only Turkey Trot that I attended was also apparently the very last Turkey Trot that the University organized.

Dreams
Mar 24 2025
  • I was participating in an after-school thing involving a certain subset of students, something similar to students who were in the Gifted program. We had to report to class for an event where we would be split into two teams by having two captains take turns picking people, then we were going to play some game that all of us were looking forward to. I was with a fellow female friend in another room in the building and we were brushing our teeth when the announcement was made, so we hoofed it to the classroom, toothbrush and all, to ensure that we weren’t late.
  • Even though there were only about 10-15 of us, the class was rowdy and it looked like it would be a little while before the picking started. Among other people there, I remember seeing Reonnie, Semyon, and Matt. Matt was one of the captains and he told me and the other girl to feel free to go clean up our toothbrushes first after we finished brushing our teeth. He guaranteed me that I wouldn’t be the last person picked and if needed he’d just pick me in absentia.
  • I went off to the public washroom to rinse the toothbrush and my mouth. That washroom was a mixed-gender one, with boys at the urinals and girls standing by the sink, all chatting with each other as they used the facilities. A girl was seated on the sink counter next to the specific sink that I was trying to use, and when I turned it on she yelped as apparently her butt was partially hanging into the sink bowl as well and had gotten splashed. She glared at me and I apologized but also thought to myself that she deserved it.
  • My apartment was in the same building as the classroom, and at another point in the same dream I went up several flights of stairs to reach it with a guy friend in tow. There were a couple people also walking up the stairs just behind us, so we took the stairs two steps at a time to put some distance between us and them, and I brandished the key and got us in quickly once we reached the correct landing. I closed the door behind me but couldn’t lock it before the people that were behind us reached the landing, as the lock wouldn’t turn, but thankfully they just continued walking on up. The reason the doort wouldn’t lock is that closing the door was a two-step process, there was a gate that had to be closed first and then a door, so I opened the door and closed the gate, then the door, and then finally could lock it properly.
  • Snippet: I was moving torches and other furniture from one base to another in a game. This took many runs because I could only carry about four items at a time. I believe the first base was located in a snowy area and had become ruined or partially ruined. There was a teleport pad near the first base but not near the second, so I had to run from the first to the second with the furniture I was carrying each time, however the game would put me back at the first base whenever I logged in, so I logged out and back in after putting down the furniture to save time on the return trip.
Mar 25 2025
  • I was travelling around the world in an MMO when I found and entered a housing area, which consisted of a large, rectangular plot of land that had a building with crafting stations, and a couple of facilities out front, and then a couple of trees. This housing area and surrounding landscape was mushroom-themed, so in this case the trees were actually giant mushrooms and the crafting building looked like it was made up of a giant mushroom’s stem. Everything was purple and orange themed and looked quite beautiful.
  • However, it was completely bereft of players and all the plots of lands for player houses were empty. The reason was that while the world had many interesting and unique housing areas, most people congregated at the ones that were the closest to civilization due to ease of travel and finding other people. So many of them like this one, out in the middle of nowhere, remained untouched. This was despite the fact that most of the themed housing areas bestowed their own bonuses to players within them, like this mushroom-themed one had a crafting speed bonus when creating items.
  • Snippet: I was playing a game where I had a top-down view of an area or world and a huge AOE that destroyed things in a seven to ten tile radius around me, though by and large it didn’t destroy landscape or walls. I met an aggregator machine at one point and let it examine me and take notes on my skill and upload it to the cloud, before destroying it as well.
Mar 26 2025
  • Snippet: There was something about walking around a school, but there were also shopfronts instead of classrooms in places, and I could link myself to them and draw out a power to attack enemies with, like one of them gave me access to an AOE spell. There were also students around to talk to.
  • Snippet: There was also a party component, or at least minions, at one point I had a party with four other minions and had set each of them in a classroom to try to mine out some yellow-coloured resource which was used to recruit other minions. I was hoping that I didn’t run out of the resource before I mined enough to recruit more.
Mar 27 2025
  • I was in a game with upgradeable guns that I could also attach various attachments to. Each attachment would do things like upgrade the gun’s or player’s statistics. The guns themselves could be levelled too using drops found in a dungeon which was not instanced, so multiple people could run it at the same time even if they were not grouped. Some of these drops that were needed to increase my gun’s level included things like chicken bones, and a banner, both of which were part of the level 2 to level 3 gun upgrade. Rarer items had a glow around the border of the item’s information popup screen when the player touched or picked up the item, to show that the item was rare, but the item itself did not glow while it was lying on the ground so as to stop people from just being able to tell at a glance which items were rare without first picking it up and examining it.
Mar 28 2025
  • I was in a room with some friends, and we were being split into two teams for some group competition. I was picked last in the draft that the two team leaders did, and I thought that was odd as I felt that I was okay at the game that we were going to be doing. That being said though, I was also the chronicler for the event and was bringing along a video camera to record the whole thing, so maybe that was why. Especially once I noticed that the teams had an even number of players each without having me along as an actual player. Still, they squeezed me in in the end.
  • I don’t remember the details of the game or event, but I do remember sliding down a fireman’s pole at one point. And at another point, there were three bosses to defeat back-to-back, each one with a square piece of territory that immediately bordered the next boss’s territory. I did well in this part even though I was not really a combatant.
Mar 29 2025
  • Snippet: I remember participating in a top-down war game, but one of the scenes in the game involved fighting inside a supermarket, and I stopped and tried to calculate whether I had time to buy some potatoes, onions, and carrots, or not. I wondered if the supermarket had a delivery system where I could get and pay for those items and then have them automatically shipped home, as otherwise I would not be able to buy them as I couldn’t carry them around and also continue fighting the enemies.
Mar 30 2025
  • Snippet: I needed to attack 6 inanimate things on a grid map in the correct order in Stage 1 of a boss fight, in order to buff my weapon for Stage 2 of the fight where we fought the actual boss. It was something similar to the concept of attacking the things that gave additive bonuses to my weapon before the ones that gave multiplicative bonuses. The first time I tried this game, I did not attack them in order, and when the boss spawned in Stage 2, my team was unable to fully take down the boss and we were defeated when it had 25% health left. The second time I tried it, I did Stage 1 in the correct order and we managed to handily defeat it.
  • Snippet: There was a medical convention set up in a University building with lots of people queued up outside in a long line, including many friends that I saw. Medical students were allowed through early though, ostensibly so that they could go set up their tables, and I had a part-time medical class on my class schedule even though I wasn’t really a medical student and had no display here, so I decided to try to skip the line and see if I could get in early. My phone couldn’t generate a pre-scan acceptance code but I showed a QR code of my classes to the kindly female teacher at the registration tables, and she scanned it and let me through.
  • Snippet: I was far away from home on the other side of the city, but had only 7% of my phone battery left, and still needed to catch two buses before I could arrive home. I roughly knew the plotted route home on the phone’s map app, however I did not know exactly which stop I needed to get off the first bus at and exactly where the bus stop to catch the second bus from was, and I knew that even if I turned off my phone the battery would run out before I reached that transition point, so I worriedly tried to study and memorize the place I needed to get off the first bus at and where I had to walk to to catch the second bus.

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