My Diary #176

Dear Tigey,

Just end me now.

Entry #176 (Feb 02 2025)

Table of Contents

A Plague Tale:…
ą¶§Ā  Life
ą¶§Ā  Games
ą¶§Ā  Plushie of the Week #171
ą¶§Ā  Song of the Week #148
ą¶§Ā  Memory Snippet of the Week #155
ą¶§Ā  Dreams

Life

I regained my voice late Sunday night this past week, and although I was still coughing a little at this point, at least I could now speak again, and I resumed my streaming activities from Monday to Thursday this week. I even finally achieved Twitch Affiliate this Thursday, Jan 30th, at 7:51 am, which is nowhere near my normal streaming hours, so I guess they just process these promotions in a batch once per day or something.

This also means my channel now has ads though, and I feel bad about inflicting that upon my friends, especially Satinel, who has been there everyday and running support for me. But anyway, we spent Thursday’s stream messing around with the ad settings as they are confusing, and going forwards, once we iron all of that out, I expect that the ad breaks will just be an excuse to stand up and walk around for three minutes once an hour.

Apparently I must have really found these ads to be super distasteful though, because once my stream ended on Thursday, I noticed that I was shivering and my body temperature was way off kilter. I went to bed early, but to no avail, as I had a night of very fitful sleep under the blanket, and I had to take Friday off work because I was still shivering and had no energy to even drag myself out of bed at all. I was feeling a little bit better by the afternoon, and I did our usual Friday AMQ game to see if I had enough energy to sit at the computer for an extended amount of time. But I struggled through those games, so I knew that I could not stream that evening, and went to bed after AMQ instead in order to rest up and recuperate again.

It was very difficult to actually fall asleep though, because I had already slept so much the previous day, and thus I wasn’t actually physically tired. There was just a certain exhaustion in my bones. I woke up so many times on Friday and Saturday night, and it was such an awful feeling. As there’s no real way to test for COVID-19 here any more, as far as I’m aware anyway, my mind also always goes there whenever I’m sick like this, and my thoughts swirl in ominous patterns around the drain of doom, wondering if the symptoms I have are an indicator that my luck had finally run out. That being said though, my chills broke early Saturday morning, and by Saturday afternoon I had more energy and could even start working on my blog again. I even managed to stream on Saturday evening and had energy leftover afterwards.

In addition, I had no appetite whatsoever and could not eat anything besides soup, even though I knew that I had to try. On Saturday morning, I made a bowl of instant noodles and tried to eat that, but ended up having to toss away most of it because I just couldn’t force any of it down. I eventually managed to eat a can of chicken flakes, washing it down with water to counteract all the salt in that thing and make it go down the throat more easily, but of course it tasted terrible. However, someone on a Twitch stream (Dridlicious) that I was watching also happened to mention that they were sick and hadn’t eaten anything in upwards of 36 hours, and they were given suggestions to eat saltine crackers and soup, so I took that as a sign from the gods and made a run down to the local Safeway to pick those up as well, braving the -20Ā°C temperatures and risking a relapse of the fever to do so. Thankfully it seemed that I survived my expedition with no ill effects, and the saltine crackers worked wonders — they’re very easy to eat and don’t taste icky because I don’t have to wash them down with water. I hadn’t eaten these biscuits, the Christie Premium Plus saltines, in years, but they were a godsend this weekend.

I did notice when I went out, though, that the hearing from my one good ear was a bit muted, something that I hadn’t realized while in the cocoon of my own personal apartment. It was really weird walking from the apartment to the mall and not having full clarity on the sounds around me — it basically amplified the sensation of being trapped in a winter hellscape. And also underscored the importance of finding a home that is near a supermarket of some kind.

Outside of plague-related happenings this week, we had a scheduled hot water shutdown on Tuesday this week, from about 11 am to 2 pm or so. This is only significant because we also suffered a long power outage from about 10 am to 12:30 pm, and I wonder if the upkeep on the hot water system could take place while there was a power outage going on. Either way I went down to the mall after the power came back on and the water was back on by the time I returned. Also, while out, I wandered into the local London Drugs store to look at their plushies on sale, and ended up picking up a couple of cheap bowls that called out to me instead. $3.99 for the larger one and $2.99 for the smaller one.

By the way.. all the 8-inch Squishmallows were 30% off at London Drugs this week, but I had choice paralysis since there were so many of them, plus I had only just bought one earlier this month anyway, so I didn’t end up bringing another lovely one home. This time. For now. Hm.

Someone stumbled upon My Diary #068 this week and commented on my Memory Snippet there, and the string of characters that I had listed down on that page (but will not be listing here again so as not to mess up search results for it). That was very cool! I was glad to find out that I was not the only person who still remembered the puzzle after all these years. More importantly, the commenter also provided the name of the website, so I was able to dig out an archive.org link of it and attach that to my writeup as well. I was rather happy about being able to flesh out that particular memory snippet. Now if only we could figure out the answer itself.

One of the two elevators in the building, the more reliable one, has been out of commission for several days now. I wonder why. The last time I saw it being actively used, someone had booked it for moving in and the mover was trying to figure out how to actually lock and use the elevator. I’m not saaaaying they caused the elevator outage, but y’know.

The later part of the week was a bust for sunset pictures — not only was it freezing, but since I was feeling ill anyway there was no way I was going to go out onto the balcony to take pictures. The latter part of the week was a big blur and I basically lost my Thursday evening, the entirety of Friday, and Saturday morning, after all. But in the earlier part of the week, I nonetheless did manage to capture a few glowing sunset pictures, now archived here for posterity, although this now feels like it was from months ago.

This first one is from Sun Jan 26, 5:18 pm:

Then Mon Jan 27, 5:35 pm:

And finally Wed Jan 29, 5:34 pm:

Games

I mentioned last week that I had picked up a game called Celestial City Fantasy or The Leviathan’s fantasy, and I played a bit more of that this week. It’s still very weird that the game has two different names, and in my Steam library the game is listed as Celestial City Fantasy, whereas in the Steam workshop, Steam page, and other places, it uses The Leviathan’s fantasy instead. It’s as though they started to port the names and graphics over to the new name and then just kinda gave up halfway through.

I don’t think I’ll end up 100%ing the game or anything as the progress is kind of slow, but thematically the game is interesting, as “you” are basically a floating whale or something (thus the titular leviathan) and the workers and adventurers you recruit and the buildings you build all reside on your back as you float through the sky.

I also started playing Final Profit, one of the remaining games that I had picked up in the Steam winter sale but had not started playing yet. It’s not bad, and I’ve finished the entire tutorial zone and got to the first main town now, though I think the writing isn’t particularly stellar so far. I do like how automation unlocks over time though as you sell more and more of a product. I will probably try to finish this game entirely as time permits, assuming I survive the plague.

The other two games I played off-stream this week were Skyrim, specifically the Gate to Sovngarde modpack that I had been messing around with for the past two weeks, as well as Loop Hero, an interesting roguelite game where the world seems to have ended, and you try to discover what happened and why you’re immune to the.. thing that’s sundered the rest of the world, while building up a little pocket of civilization again. Both of those games were recommended to me from the Killadrix community.

And then there’s CrossCode. I’m into Chapter 10 now, the very final chapter, although there’s a bonus DLC chapter after the game as well with a bonus dungeon. The plot has really heated up and gone places, and I will definitely miss the colourful characters once I am done streaming this game. I’ve said this the last couple of weeks but I’ll say this again — I’ll probably be done the game within the next week of Twitch streams! As long as I don’t get waylaid by nefarious bugs again. Emilienator (local) had the right idea about hating bugs after all.

Plushie of the Week #171

What’s the story behind this fish plushie? Where did we get it? What kind of fish is this even supposed to be? Why is it striped like this? So many questions, yet so little answers, and perhaps that’s for the best since I’m behind on writing the blog this week anyway due to being sick on Friday and part of Saturday. So it’s nice to have plushies with absolutely no context behind them that can be featured on weeks like this. I’d say that the only clue I have is that this is a Canada-era plushie, because even though it’s “Made in China”, it has both English and French on its tag, and that’s just not a thing in Singapore.

Nonetheless, we have no idea what or where this fish is from. I suspect it was a plushie that someone abandoned at Dad‘s laundry shop that he ran when we first got here to Canada, but eh, who knows for sure anymore.

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Song of the Week #148

Title: Don’t say “lazy”
Artist: Sakurakou K-ON-bu
Album: K-On! OST (2009)

This week’s guest segment is written by Heg! He plays AMQ with us every week, and for his Song of the Week segment, has picked a song that is also a dearly loved song to me. In fact, by picking it before I actually got around to featuring it myself, he basically saved me a week as I can combine my thoughts into this post as well. Here’s his entry to my collection of Song of the Week guest entries:

It is a hard task to pick a favorite song in a world where it is easier than ever to find music of all genres, when you remember songs that take you back to childhood, and songs that carry an emotional weight that have stayed with you or recently gotten aboard. So while searching through my library from all the way back in the day to our present time I managed to narrow down the list to a few dozen or so. And then I realized that just makes it even harder to chip away at the songs. There are so many that I enjoy for different reasons I will reluctantly just share one today.

The song I chose isā€¦ not: ā€œGekkou Surviveā€ or ā€œTo the Beginningā€ or ā€œā€Libera meā€ from hellā€ or ā€œRingo Mogire Beam!ā€ or ā€œInkya Impulseā€ or ā€œMariner’s Revengeā€ or ā€œCome Wayward Soulsā€ or ā€œLet the Flames Beginā€ or I suppose itā€™s time to stop cheating but you see my dilemma here and if not you may soon hear it.

The song I chose, ā€œDonā€™t Say ā€œLazyā€ā€ by Ho-kago Tea Time (After School Tea Time) is a song from an anime called K-on!. The song is top quality if I do say so myself. I enjoy the genre of pop/alt rock. I enjoy a lead female vocalist. I enjoy multiple vocalists. I enjoy the medium where it is from. And that last one is the main reason I picked this song. Anime has always been and will most likely continue to be my favourite entertainment medium out there. Watching something is easier than doing something after all. I have always preferred cartoons over live action and some may call that sacrilegious others will as well. After hearing this song for the first time it gave me more appreciation of the media genre. I actually only started watching the anime it is in after hearing the song itself which is not how I had typically picked shows to watch. I was very much the typical shounen adventure kinda guy so no surprise I had seen Pokemon, Dragon ball, Fullmetal Alchemist, Gurren Lagann and others of the like. So this song had me falling down the rabbit hole of this thing called ā€œslice of lifeā€ and even worseā€¦ moe, donā€™t, moe, say, Moe Moe Kyun! Sorry I blacked out, but this song had me watching other shows I normally would not have given a chance and surprisingly I ended up enjoying a lot of them.

So I enjoy this song not just because it is one of the songs of all time but because it led me to finding new shows to watch which also led me to finding more great songs. A lot of songs and shows I listen to and watch now are thanks to this one song being shared to me and me giving it a listen. I will always appreciate this song for that.

P.S. Did I mention it is a great song so give it a listen? Or as the kids say, itā€™s a banger.
P.S.S. Sorry for the memes but not sorry.

Oh classic Heg. Thanks for the writeup, I appreciate it! A tiny correction though, Ho-Kago Tea Time is what the school club called themselves from the second half of the first season of K-On! onwards, once they picked up their fifth member, but this specific song was sung when they only had four members, and they were named Sakurakou K-ON-bu back then.. I mean, it even really clearly lists the artist down in the video thumbnail. So, nyah to you, you little troll!

But anyway! That was actually a great story, and I hope that meant that our AMQ games contributed to that positive effect that he’s referring to as well, as the probable vector where he first heard those songs. I’ve definitely picked several shows to watch based on the strength of hearing their songs in AMQ as well.

As for my personal experiences with this song, K-On was the 6th anime I ever watched, and so listening to any of the songs from the show brings me way, way back to those heady days where the anime landscape was still largely unknown to me and I hadn’t fully solidified my preferences yet. Slice of Life was also eventually what I settled on though, and is still a genre I am very fond of to this day. And in that vein, K-On was also one of the first Slice of Life shows that really hooked me into that genre. I like the show so much, in fact, that on one of my previous trips to Japan, I made the pilgrimage to Toyosato Elementary School, which is a former school, now converted into a museum and anime shrine, that the high school in the K-On! show was based on.

As for the song specifically, I really liked it not only because of the music and vocals, but also because the in-episode video of the song was extremely cool and stylish. Heg linked a video of the entire song, but I will put a link here of the actual half-length anime version to illustrate what I mean. The EDs all show the girls in the club all dolled up in outfits they never come close to wearing in the show itself, but I always thought that this represented their future dreams after high school, perhaps when they all met up again, reformed their band, and made it big internationally, with professional music videos and everything. In a sense, the takeaway I got from the ending songs of the show was that even though the show might end eventually, the girls’ stories will still continue on and on into the future.

And lastly, until recently, Mio, the black haired girl in the thumbnail below, was my favourite anime character amongst all the shows that I had ever watched, with Ritsu, the girl on the left, being a close second — the two of them had a playful dynamic between them that I really enjoyed, and Mio’s voice actress, Youko Hikasa, is the main vocalist of this song (and all the other ending songs through the K-On series). It was a long, long time before she was finally knocked off my #1 favourite anime character pedestal, since I watched K-On! in late November/early December 2018, and she was finally dethroned by Nijika from Bocchi the Rock!, which aired in Oct-Dec 2022.

Memory Snippet of the Week #155

My paternal grandfather, Ah Kong, passed away in 2016, many years after we had already moved to Canada. I believe I heard that he suffered from dementia or something near the end of his life, but I never saw him again once we left the country, since I never stepped foot back into Singapore until May 2022.

My most endearing memory of him, though, is that he had a nickname that he used to call me — that nickname was Tikus, which was the Malay word for Mouse/Rat, and the reason he called me this was that I was born in the Chinese Zodiac’s Year of the Rat. I believe that Uncle Ivan also would call me Tikus sometimes, but I don’t recall anyone else using that nickname for me. It wasn’t until much, much later that I would question why I got such an oddly-specific nickname, and neither of my siblings, for example, got a nickname like that. As far as I can tell, it’s probably simply because I was the only child born that year to the paternal branch of the family, as can be seen from the family tree drawing here. Was there any other reason other than that? Who knows!

Either way, rats represent! Except, um, not in Alberta, since this is supposed to be a rat-free province. So don’t tell the authorities about me.

(Tikus is pronounced tee-coos, just without the stretched out vowels. It rhymes with the Miku in Hatsune Miku, just with an S at the end.)

Dreams
Jan 27 2025
  • Snippet: I recall walking along a path in a game world and trying to upgrade the tiles upon it as I went, somewhat similar to Loop Hero but taking place in more of a garden or woodland setting, and I’m not sure that the path actually looped. However I discovered rather quickly that the path could not be upgraded and was not spawning any monsters as well because I had apparently neglected to talk to the NPC on the starting square before I had set out, so the game was stuck in a half-loaded state. I continued walking along anyway as I was searching for something.
Jan 28 2025
  • Snippet: I was stuck on a runaway train that would not stop at any station because its station counter number was in the negatives and incrementing backwards, so it didn’t recognize the positive station numbers that it was passing. The train was not moving very fast, and there were still several stations before the end of the line where I felt it might risk crashing into a barrier. There was no one else on board besides me, and I called someone on my phone to let them know that I was stuck on the train, hoping to get help from them. However, while on the phone call, I also managed to figure out how to trick the train’s code to temporarily stop at the next station, however I didn’t get off the train in time before the doors closed and the train continued onwards, as I was trying to pick up the various bags and containers that I had carried onto the train so that I wouldn’t leave anything behind. The same trick worked again for the next station though so I got off there before the empty train automatically continued on its way.
  • Snippet: I was in an underground carpark with some friends and trying to stay out of sight of other people as I approached cars by their front left door, where there was an interaction allowing me to inspect and steal them if I wanted. It only worked for that door though, and on more than one occasion I wished that I had the ability to do the same from the front right door as well.
Jan 29 2025
  • I stole a couple of items, including rolled-up posters and potato chip bags, from the outside of some demihuman shop in a fantasy game city while invisible. I put them down against a wall some distance away from the shop itself as I had too many items to bring back with me in one trip, and I planned to come back to retrieve them once I deposited the rest of my items at my base.
  • On the way back, I met Zixiang, Allen, and a couple of other friends at a traffic light where they were all waiting for the crossing light to turn green. They were on their way to set up a pop-up shop near where I had left those other items, and for a moment I thought they had found my stash, even though I had left it in a rather open spot where anyone in theory could have walked by the items and taken them if they were unscrupulous about it. But I found out that it was their own stuff.
  • After retrieving my items, I went in to their shop, which was a stone dome with horizontal slits cut in various places to allow light in, wearing a makeshift disguise. I was with another friend, possibly Andy from Rosyth, who was also wearing a very flimsy disguise. We sat down at a counter and he asked one of our friends for a tablet that had the item and price list on it. The friend behind the counter obliged, but he could obviously see past Andy‘s disguise, mentioning how big the outfit was and pointing out how there were cracks between some of the disguise pieces and Andy‘s actual face.
  • I wasn’t sure if he realized who I was so I also revealed myself by mentioning a few things that they knew that only I could know. After all, we weren’t specifically trying to hide our identities from them, we were just either trying to hide our identities from the other people in the shop in general, or trying to make sure we were treated as regular customers and didn’t get special treatment.
Jan 30 2025
  • There was a skill that I couldn’t or wouldn’t use, either because I was sick or because it would hurt someone too much. To get around this, I had to pretend that my left leg was injured and I was limping on it, but was trying my best to hide that limp anyway in order to make the story realistic.
  • This meant that I had to get help from others to do some things, like in one situation Nomakk wanted some of his mods to change an announcement sign that was on top of a light post to signify that there was a van nearby where people could come and play with a refugee girl who was the younger sister of someone else in our guild and who was rescued from an evil mastermind.
  • Although I had helped him negotiate part of what the message would say, I didn’t want to climb up the ladder and actually put the sign on. castleofanime, who was with me, tried to change the sign but he actually lacked the stationery backing for the sign that we were going to use, which apparently only I could trigger because I was the only one that owned it, so in the end I had to do so anyway, just very slowly and gingerly.
  • In another situation, I had to be driven around in a car instead of the one driving it, though the main effect of that was that we were going really slow because the person driving it was not good at parking, so we had to reset the car and retry entering a small carwash garage several times at first, and then later on had to reset the car and retry entering a small carpark outside a shopping mall where we were going to pick Dad and Jon up from. I was seated in the backseat both times, but came out of the car to help Dad and Jon pack away groceries in the latter case before we all entered the car again.
  • Later on, there was a story where we were fighting a losing battle against some AI or alien power that was taking over the game world slowly, and I remember a top-down section where we were fighting against them with lasers and swarms of ships, and another part where there was a tactical map where we had a Heroes of Might and Magic 3 style battle against the computer, both of us with an identical army makeup including black dragons, manticores, and some other ranged creatures. However, the enemy still had the numbers advantage as they just had more of each type of creature.
  • We did regenerate the map a few times until we found a map that was just a horizontal cavern with a small chokepoint in the middle, and tried to use that as a tactical advantage to isolate and focus fire the enemy troops, which did work to some extent. The enemy overlord then told us try to come to its main castle and fight them there as that would surely spell doom for us.
  • Lastly, though it was all somehow connected, there was a weird snippet where a powerful robot man wanted to marry one of the main female characters in the dream, and could hear and zone in to her voice wherever she was when she spoke. A couple of her female friends, realizing this, tried to run interference by putting on a wig, curling up under the blankets of their beds in different houses, and then playing a recording of the girl’s voice, which caused the man to run over and break down their wall to gain entry and look for the girl in question. Each time he found the wrong girl instead and left in disappointment, which gave the real girl some more time to do whatever she needed to do. Eventually though she acquiesed and visited his house, which had a spaceport with a futuristic car in it.
Jan 31 2025
  • My dream took place in a city where there were lots of road junctions and pillars and buildings under construction. Each one of the buildings and junctions came with two or three timed tasks to complete, and most of the players and adventurers in the city were beholden to the city to do the tasks at a particular location everytime they came back to town and were between quests, in order to heal up or earn some currency or something.
  • However, I realized that this was inefficient, and it was far better to take several quests at once and save some of them up between rounds, doing the ones that needed to be done now and leaving the others for later when their reward was actually needed. Doing it this way meant that the economic power in the city gradually transferred from the building owners into the players’ hands.
  • Editor: I was feeling sick and this dream tied into that, and continued despite me waking up and then falling asleep again several times. There were easily over a dozen of these delayed buildings and junctions that I visited, and the “rewards” for doing these quests tied in to overcoming how feverish I was feeling as well as slight breathing issues that I was having.
Feb 01 2025
  • Snippet: My dream consisted of chains of keywords that I had to speak in order to unlock the ability to list my sicknesses. Listing the sicknesses was apparently the best way to cure them, with each chain of words pairing up with each sickness and providing a shelter where I could keep warm and protect myself against that specific sickness. At least one of the words, which was represented by floating glyphs, was “reversed” though, which prevented me from being able to complete that keyword chain as the letters were not real.
Feb 02 2025
  • Snippet: I was watching a game show where there was a floating pyramid that burst into six pieces. Each piece had a description on it consisting of a riddle, giving clues as to the order the pieces needed to be arranged in, like “this piece goes before that one piece but after that other piece” and so on. The contestant on the show then had sixty seconds to arrange all 6 pieces in the right order to win a prize.

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